I know it seems like I am stalling. I know it seems like I don’t have any direction or even a clue as to what to do next. I feel like I have little or no choice. I feel like I have no release or hold.
What I do know is that I can’t stop trying…I might not be trying as hard as I could be trying but I’m still pushing, reaching, and moving in the direction I should be. Keeping my thinking as clear as possible and keeping that ember burning inside. I won’t give up.