Take this life

Staring into the mirror I see the figure of someone trying to take a stand & live for something more. Integrity is what I need & honor to my soul, I feed it up, pack it in getting rid of all my sin that’s weighing me down. In my pursuit of what is real my heart is longing with a need to feel my soul come alive.

I know it seems like I am stalling. I know it seems like I don’t have any direction or even a clue as to what to do next. I feel like I have little or no choice. I feel like I have no release or hold.
What I do know is that I can’t stop trying…I might not be trying as hard as I could be trying but I’m still pushing, reaching, and moving in the direction I should be. Keeping my thinking as clear as possible and keeping that ember burning inside. I won’t give up.